a sense of normalcy

11Jan08

“Dan: Well, let’s try this. Why don’t you tell me what’s on your mind. Then it can be on our minds. And our minds can worry about what’s on your mind… together

Serena: I have no idea what you just said.”

oh, well. so i’ve told you about the sense of disconnect feeling thing i was going through. well, i fall into those dark thought vacuums only once in awhile now. they’re not really that troubling. just not calming is all. and i should deserve a calm sense of mind.

the soiree went on, and hadn’t it been for accidental meetings throughout the day, i would’ve missed it. it felt like i still did, though. it was fun, it was refreshing, it was something i missed. but i still miss it. and although it was the same, it was different. i’m not making sense, but it’s what i feel. but hey, i got to see friends, a night is never enough to get your a glimpse of a happier time in your life with these people, but it’s inklings of assurance that it’s going to last. i just wish those inklings occur more often. i guess i have to make it happen, but i do hope they feel they have to too. it was a fun time though, it really was.

i really don’t have much to say beyond that.

think i bombed an FA test.

yep, that’s about it.

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