wistful

18Sep09

 

at the end of the day, we are all alone

 

i rarely am the pessimist. i’m all for positive thinking and happy thoughts. whiners are wieners! but these days, or nights, rather, seem to drag out and sad, wistful thoughts consume me. i may be distracting myself with trivial pursuits, playing The Sims to no end, have Friends playing in the background while i read Eclipse, trying to organize my closet but ending up dumping its contents on the floor (this would be less trivial), but that nagging feeling is lingering at the back of my mind.

alone.

which is ironic. these thoughts often bother me when i haven’t seen much of the people i love. this past week has been nothing but surrounding myself around such people. and i’ve had great, happy times too. maybe it’s just the realization that after those happy moments, you go back, lie in your bed, and you’re still alone.

maybe i’m just kidding myself.

maybe it’s nothing.

just being a drama queen?

entahlah.

 

 

raya is in a few days.. how time flies..

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