Archive for the 'life' Category

squeeky X)

09Jun08

at the risk of sounding more and more whacko, and obsessive compulsive as ever, i’m even happier than the last time i blogged. didn’t think it was possible! and to what do we attribute this surge to – more cleaning! i effectively spent the last 3 hours spring cleaning the other half of my room, [...]


 ”Serena: Like you said, you’re a Waldorf. You don’t let people tell you who you are, you show them.”
i’ve tried writing this post twice, probably thrice. it’s frikkin 4 in the morning.
i’m ashamed. i really am.
 i watch pretentious teen soaps, quote them, emotionally relate to them, find some way my life is reflected through them, [...]


“Dan: Well, let’s try this. Why don’t you tell me what’s on your mind. Then it can be on our minds. And our minds can worry about what’s on your mind… together
Serena: I have no idea what you just said.”
oh, well. so i’ve told you about the sense of disconnect feeling thing i was going through. well, [...]


indescribable

08Nov07

Someone told me long ago theres a calm before the storm,
I know; its been comin for some time.
When its over, so they say, it’ll rain a sunny day,
I know; shinin down like water.I want to know, have you ever seen the rain?
I want to know, have you ever seen the rain
Comin down on a sunny [...]


FRUSTASI CURED

01Nov07

buying allans and a male guppy (who has yet to be named), almost splurging on more cat toys and squirming at a tank filled to the brink with mini prawns. yes, another day at the pet family with the boyfriend, who was really sweet to take me out to calm my nerves before the next paper, aforementioned micro. it’s weird -the nerves- [...]


i have a temper. a short fuse. anger streaks. (close to but not yet) rage blackouts. and what’s worse, it’s selective.
i realize i’m quick to raise my voice. my heart races from a normal pace to rage in miliseconds. i reach conclusions and turn defensive easily.
and for all this while, i’ve always thought i was calm and [...]


yesterday, i went to the gym.
yes, i who have never worked out/exercised a day of my weakling life (unless forced into it : flashback to school days), voluntarily woke up at the crack of dawn and headed to true fitness with encouragement of the sister. 10minutes of the treadmill, 17 of the exercise bicycle and [...]


HAVOC

07Oct07

with raya coming up, and exams and the whole load of tournaments immediately after, i’ve a feeling i won’t have time to do much during the holidays. so, i *drum roll* spring cleaned!!
it began with the swish of a cloth over my increasingly dusty dresser. white furniture can be a pain in the ass. then i just [...]


when the hell am i gonna see you guys.
this is a distress call!!