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17Oct09

 
 
why try when you know you’ll fail
 
my life is a big, pathetic joke


..because Along is not home
..because tomorrow class starts! (booooooo!)
..because there are a gazillion assignments to be done
..because shopping (even watching people shop) is way more fun then class
..because the first thing tomorrow morning is Usul Fiqh, which to quote Farhah, will be the longest 1 hour and 20 minutes of our lives
..because it’s always like that [...]


wistful

18Sep09

 
at the end of the day, we are all alone
 
i rarely am the pessimist. i’m all for positive thinking and happy thoughts. whiners are wieners! but these days, or nights, rather, seem to drag out and sad, wistful thoughts consume me. i may be distracting myself with trivial pursuits, playing The Sims to no end, have [...]


regret

09Sep09

sometimes we have to let people make their own mistakes, it’s the only way they learn.
i wish some had stopped me from making the mistake i made today. and the mistake i’m about to.
fear can motivate us to do many things. some good, some inevitably bad. today, i did the bad. i don’t know why [...]


i’m gonna make a change for once in my life it’s gonna feel real good gonna make a difference gonna make it right
 
weird to be quoting michael jackson for my ramadhan resolution, but there it is. tis the season to be the contemplative and spiritual. for a change.
so, yes. another hiatus. no explanations, this time. [...]


clean slate

10Jul09

so much has happened since i last wrote/deleted what  i initially wrote. things, people, events, emotions, non-happenings.
like i’ve said a million times over, i rarely blog when it matters. sigh.
so what brings me here today? frustration.
 i caught a glimpse of what i thought i wanted to be, who i thought i aspired to be. well, [...]


instinct

02Jun09

i wish i could write it all down. i really do. but i can’t. but living with this fear creeping at the back of your mind every day is taxing. i’m scared, i really am. this is something i really don’t want to go through, not now. and not just for my sake. but even [...]


Awesomeness!

21May09

 

Upset of the Season? Nope, well deserved!

 
Cantiello: Last question: There’s some heartbroken Adam Lambert fans on the Internet. What do you say to them right now to cushion the blow a little bit?
Allen: OK, here’s the deal: Adam is gonna be fine. He’s gonna be a megastar. He’s probably gonna be bigger than me, so don’t [...]


 
1) i felt like crying after marketing. because it’s marketing.
2) i feel i deserve more carry marks for MIS. it’s unfair. because it’s MIS.
3) i’m more bummed than i let on. this includes things beyond petty school stuff.


 
When the rain is blowing in your face
And the whole world is on your case
I would offer you a warm embrace
To make you feel my love
When the evening shadows and the stars appear
And there is no one to dry your tears
I could hold you for a million years
To make you feel my love
I know you [...]