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1) i felt like crying after marketing. because it’s marketing.
2) i feel i deserve more carry marks for MIS. it’s unfair. because it’s MIS.
3) i’m more bummed than i let on. this includes things beyond petty school stuff.
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When the rain is blowing in your face
And the whole world is on your case
I would offer you a warm embrace
To make you feel my love
When the evening shadows and the stars appear
And there is no one to dry your tears
I could hold you for a million years
To make you feel my love
I know you haven’t made your mind up yet
But I would never do you wrong
I’ve known it from the moment that we met
No doubt in my mind where you belong
I’d go hungry, I’d go blind for you
I’d go crawling down the aisle for you
There ain’t nothing that I wouldn’t do
To make you feel my love
The storms are raging on a rolling sea
Down the highway of regret
The winds of change are blowing wild and free
But you ain’t seen nothing like me yet
There ain’t nothing that I wouldn’t do
Go to the ends of the earth for you
Make you happy, make your dreams come true
To make you feel my love
adele’s is not too bad either. sigh.
three papers down. two to go!
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you be the judge..
Your view on yourself:
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They’ll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don’t judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren’t necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people’s eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.
Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:
You’re a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you’ll be set for life.
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don’t succeed. Don’t give up when you haven’t yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
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gleeba!
ok. so. the post before was so random. i swear it came out of nowhere.
i’m so lah in of those weird phases where i find myself with these soulsearching questions at the most random of moments. and i’m sick of complaining, whining. such a waste of time, no?
and i always tend to take “ignorance is bliss” to extreme levels. i’m so not supposed to avoid the things i’m avoiding right now.
la la la.
sigh. restless. i’m constantly on the edge of my seat. something’s either not right or is about to go seriously wrong. tired of waiting for the ball to drop. heart, stop pounding! geez louise, it would be so much easier if i were a vampire! ngee.
even enya’s not helping. LOL. breaking dawn did, for a bit (hence, the vampiric tendencies). but i’m supposed to be reading the j curve! damn it. wish i could go through that that fast.
idol’s not that bad now, is it? i’m starting to not be able to tell anymore. and someone please agree with me that some people on that show are just SO overrated! (read:adam lambert danny gokey lil rounds and yes, i daresay scott mcintyre) cycle 12 of antm sucks, tyra should just give it up. and whyyyyy did i have to read that gg episode review, now all the buzz is gone. and after a month plus hiatus too. oth is just coasting for me. oh, someone should totally restart the OC, and keep marissa dead too.
i watch way too much tv, huh.
does anyone know good pet groomers who do rabbits? emmett is in need of a makeover! he reminds me of those antm makeovers where people come in with bad weaves that need to be removed. poor emmett.
i’m still in need of karaoke. i just haven’t found that song.
whoa, enya ended like 5 minutes ago and i so did not notice.
MONEY and BANKING, you are my everest!!
ok, enough with random thoughts. let’s get some shuteye, shall we? some of us have to wake up at 7 on a Saturday morning. oh joy!
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linger
i wish i was a vampire. (for very obvious reasons, no?)
i wish i was jessica biel.
i wish i was katharine mcphee.
i wish i was karolina kurkova.
i wish i was james dray. (cringe. i hope no one reading knows the guy! if you do, i sure as hell hope you don’t know me)
i wish i was honey, lilac and sunshine!
i wish i’d stop whining. whiners are wieners, people!
ahhh, yes. the ridiculous dreams we have for a variation of reasons. i have different reasons of course for each separate (not to mention again, ridiculous) wish above. doesn’t make it any less ridiculous though.
learn to be happy with who you are and what you have. and quit whining about it.
this is a community service message.
hahaha.
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well, it turned out fine. thank god. i’m up for a pretty targeted organized semester. hope it bodes well in terms of results too. of which i must admit, i’m currently under pressure for. pressure to perform. it will determine my fate for the rest of the year. so wish me luck, cross your fingers and pray for me. and i’ll promise i’ll try my best. deal? please?
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impatience….
….will be the death of me. it will, i tell you.
if you’re gonna bloody announce that add/drop will start next week, then bloody release the course schedule!!! to some people, achieving the perfect equilibrium to a weekly schedule actually matters. and to come to that point, it takes meticulous planning, coordination and communication that could take days! so release it already!
what more when you’ve been victimizing people by not letting them add subjects just because of a few technicalities, even though when they’re completely qualified and entitled to it, and this would be the first time said person will be able to add her subjects comfortably, release the bloody course schedule already!!!!!!!
by the way, it’s official. i’m in. bachelor of economics, baby! it now says BECS next to my bloody name on attendance slips. woohoo. 
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i heart megan corkrey.. :(
Why Megan Corkrey Won’t Win ‘American Idol’
On last night’s Mormon-fueled “American Idol” auditions in Salt Lake City, we got an Osmond, a tone-deaf Goth girl, a whole bunch of toothsome white people, one heartwarming hippie trainwreck and, without a doubt, my favorite contestant of the season: Megan Corkrey, a gorgeous, newly single mom with a mean sleeve of tattoos and a voice that — to borrow a phrase from former New York Times music critic Kalefa Sanneh — sounds like “carved steam.”
Of course, Sanneh was writing about Feist at the time, which sort of goes to my point: Megan Corkrey was far and away the best contestant last night (perhaps even the best of the season so far), she is beautiful and inspiring, and possesses a subtle, lithe little voice, but there is no way in the world she is going to win “American Idol.”
Why? Because, well, would Feist ever win “Idol”? It’s a show designed to showcase big, throaty voices, capable of hitting the highs and doing runs and filling rooms and carrying tunes like “Mandy” on Manilow Night. It is not exactly a place for the subtle. Corkrey’s voice doesn’t seem capable of any fireworks. She’s got a warbly, tea-kettle set of pipes: quirky and sharp, malleable, would sound great wrapped around an acoustic guitar or a burbling synth line. She’s more suited for a small club, not the stage of the Kodak Theatre. Can I see her fronting my new favorite band on indie label Saddle Creek? Yes. Winning “American Idol”? No.
Which means that basically, Corkrey is this year’s Josiah Leming: talented in ways that are missed by “Idol” judges and viewers, possessing a voice that appeals to some, not all (in a piece last year, I compared Leming’s voice to Conor Oberst’s; I think Corkrey’s is more Regina Spektor). And that’s why I’m saying there is no way she can win. You could probably argue that Leming would’ve made it past Hollywood Week had he not made the disastrous choice to dismiss the house band and butcher “Stand by Me,” but you cannot believe for a second that he would’ve made it much further. He just didn’t fit into the “Idol” mold … and neither does Megan Corkrey, despite my wishes (hopes?) to the contrary.
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twenty one
Happy 21st Birthday, Meor Alif.
I wish you a lifetime of happiness, a lifetime of love.
May all your dreams come true.
I love you.
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today’s pick-me-up..
don’t ever think you don’t make a difference to my life, that you’re the cause of my sadness, that you’re the cause of my pain.. (well, sometimes you can be on a very negligible-buat-muka-sadin-and-lawak-bodoh scale, but not this time k).. we just journey through these emotions sometimes, and i think i have to do this on my own..
Sunday, January 28, 2007
Lemme just share a lil’ something with everyone…Its been a while since i have been posting, and believe you me..my sudden silence is scaring myself..
Its baffling how i can choose not to blog and document alot of the events that has been happening in my life given the fact that i dare say its been the most eventful period of my life…Everytime i wonder why there is no calling for me to document such things as my trip to slovenia, my experiences in kuching, my weekend league updates…i think to myself
“..are these things not as important to me anymore that i dont really bother to really dwell ovr it..?”…heck no…i doubt that it has lost its callling towards me…in fact i think it has quadruple in the period from my last post from this one…Well, you might wonder if that is the dilemma i am in…why is it now that i decide to finally blog??I guess the answer is very simple……..because today is the cherry on top of the cake…because today, i thank god that my humble existance crossed paths with You…Lemme tell you a lil something about the irony of falling in love and truly caring about someone…
The ironic part is that if you truly do love and care about a person..you can never go wrong…You know it inside of you that above all other achievements, above all things that you can push yourself to do…none of it will be meaningful without being able to have someone to love and love you in return…So, you see..the reason why i started to blog today, is because i dont think the world can go on as it is without me actually saying that above all else, none of it will be meaningful without You…Lemme tell you a lil someting about the irony of getting a glimpse of the future…
The ironic part is that if you do get a glimpse of the future..you’ll understand that nothing is more wonderful than the thought of being able to spend the rest of your life with someone who you care about and cares about you in return…So, you see..the reason why i want this to happen and want this to work out and want this to last forever is because i have tasted how it feel to be whole..i know how pure happiness feels like..and it scares me to be hollow and lonely without You…Lemme tell you a lil something about the irony of love itself…
The ironic part is that you its impossible to describe it thru mere words…Sighs*I might not be the best of persons out there in the world…I know i burp too loud when we eat..
I know that the pettiest things sometimes upsets me..
I know i whine alot..
I know i whine more than i admit to..
I know i sometimes push you to get mad at me..
I know i push you even more with questions like “..are you ok..? ..Marahke? ..Why are you cranky?…” …over and over again and it gets on ur nerves…
I know that you think that i always make you feel that nothing you do is enough…But, if you could surgically operate on my heart and transfer its contents on a hardisk..
you’ll find out that its full of nothing else but adoration to you…Thank you for today honey.Im trying with all that i am to not let petty things get to me..
Im trying with all my existane to cut down on the whining and focus all my effort into giving you nothing but happiness..
Im trying with all that my life depends on to stop pushing you with unecessary questions that get on your nerves…I just hope you understand that i ask questions like that, because at the very sight of you being carnkky or unhappy makes me itch to find out why and soothe it all away..
But most importantly, i have never felt that whatever you do is never enough…In fact its the exact opposite…you have been exceeding all the imaginable qualities that i can ever think off…I often question what have i ever done to deserve such a kind and wonderful person like you…Thank you Bunny…You have no idea how happy you make me…You have no i dea how much it meant to me seeing you there today right beside me…I can only pray everyday that i can make you just as happy as you soo effortlessly make me…You are the best thing that has ever happened to me,
and i dare say..that you redefine the word miracle…My miracle…
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